about some of my past.. The worst..


Thank's any way

I though that life was supposed to be something happy,
Something wonderful and greate.
And at the biginning, it was.
But things have changed.

After that fight I had with her,
Nothing have ever been the same.
She ripped a peace of me out ,
And just left me here to cry.

I got in trouble because of her.
The trouble with my mom had started.
There was no ending in this horrebol time.
No ending, no light.

And things were going so greate.
But I guess it can't be good forever.
At some point it all have to turn around,
And it all has to be so much harder.

But then, for a while,
Everything were going so greate.
Just like it was supposed to.
I even met this really greate guy.

But things warn't like it seemed.
It was so greate for a while,
And then he turned his feeling around,
And dumped me for my best friend.

I tried to not care,
Tried to not cry.
All I could think about was how she talked about him,
When I wanted to cry cause I had lost him.

But then I had him one more time.
Cause she dindn't want him any more.
But I didn't care.
I had won him back!

But then suddenly he hated me,
And I didn't care for him any more.
He told me to stay out of his life,
He didn't want to see me any more.

I got so upset,
Just wanted to cry.
But I stood there hard as a rock,
And tried to pretend as hard as I could, even it was very hard.

But then things were going just greate,
But then I felt for the best guy ever.
I though that we both could fell in love,
But I understood soon that I was wrong.

He didn't love me the way I loved him.
He just wanted me as a friend.
We had such a greate friendship.
He was one of my best friend.

So why did it rouen so much?
He told me it were because he didn't want to lose our friendship,
But that train is gone.
The worst thing ever happend.

He left, and never came back.
Oh God, I miss him so.
Why did I fell in love with such a wonderful guy,
Who didn't love me back?

Why god, Why?
Why did my life get so sad again.
Well thank's for making it up again.
Thank's for taking my feelings for him away.

I just wish that thing could be the same.
But thank's any way!




Poetry by kittipuusen
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Written on 2006-07-25 at 01:27

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wee2souls
A very heartfelt poem here
about relationships..so young you are
and many heartbreaks will come and go
in time you will findyour true love..
hard when you love and the love isn't returned the way you want it.
In time...
love will find you!!
hugs!!

cindy
2006-07-25