about A.S


What did I really do?

What happend to us?
Why did you suddenly 'Get bored'?
I don't think that was what really was bugging you.
I think I did something wrong,
But I have no idea what.
Why could't you just talk to me about it?
Did we need to fight?
We were such good friends.
I cared about you alot.
Didn't you understand?

But I'm happy that we said all those things we didn't mean,
But that we meant any way.
But all that time,
I still cared about you.
You hurted me so bad.
Why?
Wasn't I good enugh for ya'?

I only told one secret,
But they were putting me up in a corner, just like that.
They warn't real friends.
You should have known how much I tried to fight it.
I really did.

But I guess life ain't fair.
Cause if it was,
You wouldn't have taken all my friends away.
I'm not saying they can't be on your side,
But they don't need to hate me just because you do.
You took a big part of me away.
All the bad things in my life,
I blame on you.

But lately I've been insecure.
Maybe it was my foult?
I pushed you to tell me the reason why you were so angry,
And it was then it got real bad.
I'm sorry.
I just though I had done something,
But you told me it wasn't that.
So what was wrong?
I really don't understand.

But I'm glad we're friends now,
And I'm also glad you moved away.
Cause if not,
Things would have been the same.
You would have taken all my friends away, once again.
And we wouldn't been friends.
Or you would have been hatet by her,
Just like you are now!



Poetry by kittipuusen
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Written on 2006-07-25 at 20:21

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