this is a poem that i wrote a long time ago. now i dont have to hold anything back, i found someone to fill the whole in my heart! I love you baby! thank you for saveing my life!


The Girl Who Held it All Back

so many things keep happening
so many things gone wrong
but this is the girl who held it all back
she thought she was doing no harm
one day passed by
her best friend died
she thought it was good
to hold it inside
the next day passed
her relationship didnt last
she thought it was good
to become the outcast
another day gone
shes still all alone
she never realized
the things she had done
she got tired of being the only one
so everyday she cried herself so sleep
woke up the next morning tried to get out of it cheep
she cut herself one way and cut herself another
nobody understood her nobody ever botherd
she cut for so long that it became addicting
untill she met her lover, then cutting was restricting
she tried to hold it back but it only made it worse
it haunted her for life, it quickly became a curse
soon it overtook her it was somethinf she couldnt controll
she needed something to help her, something to fill her whole
shes still the girl who held it all back
she still cries herself to sleep this very day
shes still wishing things didnt have to be that way
shes still holding it all back




Poetry by kitty
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Written on 2006-08-12 at 19:11

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