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I'm closing the door forever

When you talk to me,
I'm smiling so bright.
In every sentence I want to say "I love you",
But I know that you would just walk away.

I look at you with a look in my eyes.
I try to tell you that I need you to rescue me.
Rescue me from pain and heartbreake.
Only you can save me from this missery.

Why couldn't you hold on just like me?
Why did you let go?
I felt but you climbed up.
Couldn't you take me with you?

Are you afraid to tell me your inner feelings,
Or do you really feel what I think?
Will I always have a broken heart,
With scars and whole forever?

Why couldn't you kiss me when you had the chance?
Why couldn't I kiss you?
I needed you here back then,
And I still need you here.
You are my friend.

Someone made me realize that if I am in love,
I will take what I can get.
And I do.
Cause I know that I will never be with you.

I'm closing the door now.
I won't look back.
I will no longer love you.
I refuse to come back.

I know it will be hard,
But it's worth it.
I need to move on,
And forget all about you.

I need to fall in love with someone else.
Someone else different from you.
But you have everything I want,
It's hard to forget you.

But I will try, I promes.
Cause this can't go on.
I can't let you stay in my thoughs forever,
And beside, I never think of you.

I just smile when we talk,
Laugh when we're together.
M body is shaking when you are near,
And I'm figthing the tears.

But I'm telling the pain goodbye.
I'm starting a new life.
A life where I won't love you.
We will always be friends.

I'm closing the door forever, baby.
Even though I know it will be hard.




Poetry by kittipuusen
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Written on 2006-08-20 at 00:46

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Saga
You're learning lessons that we, as adults still take for granted, Like Bono says "Walk on". Take care of all that you can't leave behind. You be fine, I know it.
2006-08-20