I've changed into me

As my smile slowly fades,
My eyes turn to dark.
"Where did the laugh go?"
I here them say.
They're wondering why I'm not so happy.
They're wondering why I'm not "me".
But what my so called friends don't understand,
Is that I am unhappy.

They think I'm such a happy girl,
But I pretend all the time.
They think I never feel any pain at all,
Even though I tell them about it.
They don't realize that I get hurt.
Is this what we call friends?

My best friend don't even belive me when I say I hate my life.
She think my life is perfect,
But she can't see the real life.
After all this time she knew me,
She still don't understand,
That words are often hurting me,
And that I don't take things so easily.
But still I love her.

But all I want is for people to understand,
That if my smile fades and my eyes turn black,
I'm me.

Poetry by kittipuusen
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Written on 2006-12-07 at 07:55

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Be true to yourself 'cause nobody else has the power to make you happy!!!