Post Mordem

found a way to scream
found a way to lose
found a way to be anyone else
but the person i chose

i bleed and i cry
i dream, and used to fly
lost my comfort on being sad
learnt how to cry... alone
began to be insane... lost control

seemed to know better
seemed to realize what to do
i thought i knew how to live
but only learned to survive

not again,no more tears
hold them repress them lock them inside
cant seem to find a way, a path, a light
cant seem to leave it all, leave it all behind

erase the sadness, control the pain
hold on to smiles, fake, dont complain
control, pretend, lie
exist without living
live without feeling
let your soul die

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"just lay your head
put it all outside
all wrapped up with ribons
the night
the dream
the time love died"
(The Cure)




Poetry by TeeTee
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Written on 2007-03-20 at 15:48

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Will
I know the feeling too well..

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2007-03-20