Quiet

So quiet

He was once everything to me, my safety, my hope

I lost Him somewhere

in the middle of all the anger

and bitterness

the endless struggle against the disappointment of a community

that was supposed to be where I belonged

Me,

I don't belong anywhere

no community

no group

no name

just here

In between the moments of life

When I can feel the words

feel the Love

when I can reach out and touch your hand

and know that everything is the way it should be