Monsters

          s u f f e r i n g —

          never have I gotten tired
          of speaking and using
          the word as if I have
          known its spectrum
          left and right
          but I like to believe
          I have seen them all
          yet the fighter inside
          my head refuses to
          enter the coliseum
          of battles to end it

         f e a r —

         is it?
         is it fear
         that is speaking
         inside my head
         telling me to forfeit
         and give up
         for I am a mere
         cub in a lion's den
         and all that awaits
         me is my end

         a p a t h y —

         that I close my mind
         from the thoughts
         of resistance
         no matter how much
         the world shows me
         it exists
         and always will
         for I am not one
         who is directly
         hurting
         anyway

         f a c a d e —

         so I continue
         what I always do
         and hide behind
         a life of flowers
         and butterflies
         always pleasing
         to my eyes
         for aesthetics
         makes the world
         go round
         and my mind
         is full of thoughts
         you will never like

         it is okay
         to have a mind
         that is blind
         for the world
         to those who
         can truly see
         is unkind

         isn't it?

         these ugly monsters
         are meant
         to hide forever

         but tell me, who is the real monster?




Poetry by Rin
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Written on 2020-01-29 at 13:33

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