- physio is so-so... meds not causing problems but no effects yet on pain relief... so, constant pain and periods of debilitation are pretty much it still... emotionally, well, it's a mix of a lot as life continues to not be so simple... beyond exhausted, feel drained...

Can't make up my mind

As to which is the worst :

Emotional pain

Or

Physical pain.

They feel on equal footing,

But so very differently anyway.

One thing that is identical, though,

Is the amount of energy needed.

It'll make you feel dead.

It'll make you feel it's not a life.

That much I can clearly

Make my mind up on.