A raw, heartfelt expression of pain and longing, written to be heard and inspire, while honoring the sacred and preserving personal truth.
I have had an existential awareness when I realized and was convinced that I truly existed.
I have seen a white, divine, luminous, or sacred white light or energy, thick and out of this world, but it came to me in this world because I am also from this world.
It came in front of me, Lord, and it moved right and left.
It moved and revealed to me the reality around me.
Before that white light, I was convinced I was flying in darkness, but when I was told that I am here, I realized I actually existed, and suddenly this white, divine-like light appeared in front of me.
I thought that it was part of Buddhism and part of the Sahasrara concept and chakra, but yet until now I still do not know what that light is.
Even when that light is the greatest achievement I have been blessed to achieve, and even if that white light is greater than the universe, and it is the definition of existence or the definition of something that exists beyond this material world, I still seek Your name, my Lord. I still seek Your name.
You, my Lord, are my heart. You are my heart. You are my eyes. You are my soul.
You are not me, but I replace myself with You. I wish I do not exist so that I do not overshadow You.
And You have said in the Qur’an that we should not associate You with anything or anyone, because You are unlike anything and anyone, and You do not associate with anything or anyone, and so I say to You, Lord, that You have blessed me with existence, because You have blessed me with awareness of You.
And my awareness of You, my Lord, is the greatest I know.
Poetry by Hurt
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Written on 2026-01-05 at 20:52
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A Voice Unheard
Dear Lord, I have not created myself, but I am here and I do exist.I have had an existential awareness when I realized and was convinced that I truly existed.
I have seen a white, divine, luminous, or sacred white light or energy, thick and out of this world, but it came to me in this world because I am also from this world.
It came in front of me, Lord, and it moved right and left.
It moved and revealed to me the reality around me.
Before that white light, I was convinced I was flying in darkness, but when I was told that I am here, I realized I actually existed, and suddenly this white, divine-like light appeared in front of me.
I thought that it was part of Buddhism and part of the Sahasrara concept and chakra, but yet until now I still do not know what that light is.
Even when that light is the greatest achievement I have been blessed to achieve, and even if that white light is greater than the universe, and it is the definition of existence or the definition of something that exists beyond this material world, I still seek Your name, my Lord. I still seek Your name.
You, my Lord, are my heart. You are my heart. You are my eyes. You are my soul.
You are not me, but I replace myself with You. I wish I do not exist so that I do not overshadow You.
And You have said in the Qur’an that we should not associate You with anything or anyone, because You are unlike anything and anyone, and You do not associate with anything or anyone, and so I say to You, Lord, that You have blessed me with existence, because You have blessed me with awareness of You.
And my awareness of You, my Lord, is the greatest I know.
Poetry by Hurt
Read 23 times
Written on 2026-01-05 at 20:52
Tags Confession Pain Expression
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