Everybody laughs at the sad clown


My subconsciousness screamed
through my skin today
It cried that it
was lonely
and that it needed love

It screamed
in desperation

You're nothing
but a whore
A filthy fucking whore

You'd pick up rotten fruit from the streets
You'd eat anything

NO WONDER YOU GET SICK
it said


YOU'RE LIFE IS A BROKEN MIRROR
reflecting nothing


I'm so scared

I'm so
scared

I'm
so
scared

but my make up stays on

'Cause I will always be a clown
I'm trapped inside the show

I'm trapped inside THE CIRKUS and the music
is too loud
I'm trapped inside my clown suit
I'm trapped inside myself

I yell to them I'M SAD!
I cry
that I am lonely


But of course,
they're laughing
Everybody laughs at the sad clown




Poetry by Julia Felicia
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Written on 2007-12-19 at 20:53

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