My Matrix

I took a step more
to find what i lost
chasing for a dream
i don`t posess

and as a whirwind of thoughts
confuses me.. and send me wandering around
in the dark forgotten matrix of my life
i see what i`ve lost..

intercepted by another dream..
i`m unable to reach it..
everytime i lift my hand..
i`m lost again

unreachable, untouchable..
why? I don`t know

But still i hunger..
even in this dark matrix
new dreams are made
only too keep me away

from what i`m hunting

but as time goes..
i find in my head
an answer to why
i lost i`t again

this matrix i`m in
was never so dark
but never as light
as a walk in the park

but the light i see
i know i must fear
cuz the matrix i`m in
holds me so dear

the way it has been..
giving me dreams
i fear the light
that`s crashing in

and i know now i need
to be in the dark
to be who i was
right from the start

protected by my matrix...




Poetry by Cr4Ky
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Written on 2006-03-23 at 21:19

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Teala
What a hauntingly beautiful piece~
2006-04-11


Troll
sometimes it feels like there is protection in darkness.......... and sadly so..... but i think what i am hearing is not that you are safer there, but that you have lost hope. am i even close? :)
2006-03-26


Jon Hanover
It is a good poem. My only problems with it are technical, just the lower case i and cuz. Otherwise really good. Don't be afraid, to take parts of this work and do variations on them in future works.
2006-03-24


Zoya Zaidi
Searching for self in it self is the aknowledgment of self, one step in the right direction. All our life we search for self. It is an endless, but very useful strive!

An excellent poemCr4Ky!

((((hugs))))

Loe, xxx, Zoya
2006-03-24


liz munro The PoetBay support member heart!
I agree with Morpheus.

WOW!

Liz.
2006-03-24


Morpheus
A wonderful poem about hope. My favorite lines are:

""and i know now i need
to bee in the dark
to be who i was
right from the start""

As we journey through the months and years of life, we stumble and fall, and rise and shine, but our 'self' is slow to change.

It is only when we have crashed and burned, can we appreciate how good things really can be.

Nice to see you writing again...Joel
2006-03-23