Oh, forgive me but most of the time, I wrote mean things on the spot out of my i-don't-know feeling. I can't stop laughing every time I read this. I don't know what kind of laugh I should call it.


Eccentricity

It's hard when you're so good that you even see the smallest flaw in a thing and in a person but you don't have the intention of telling it to others because you're fucking selfish.

It's hard when you're so good because you can't stop yourself from thinking and imagining things you think may happen and the consequences of it because at the latter part, you'll realize there's no point of doing it.

It's hard when you're so good because you know self-control yet you still defy yourself by doing things you should refrain from doing. You know self-discipline but you just love to not behave good.

It's hard when you're so good because you will eventually hate yourself for being one.

It's hard when you're so good because you know what people think of you. you will easily identify if they like you, if they hate you, if they talk shits about you, if they see some goods on you or they just don't care at all.

It's hard when you're so good because you know how to adjust at every little bullshit happening in your life.

It's hard when you're so good because you become so evil.

"SEE NO EVIL, HEAR NO EVIL, SPEAK NO EVIL."

Good thing God is there. Haha.

It's hard when you're so good because you often exclude yourself to people you know are no good.

It's hard when you're so good because you will always want to defy others by defying first yourself.

It's hard when you're so good because only some will appreciate and more will curse you because they are envy of you.

It's hard when you're so good because you will always love yourself although in your mind you'll always hate yourself because you've been doing you know are bad things but are consider good to almost everyone.

It's hard when you're so good because you find yourself better.

It's hard when you're so good but in the end, you'll find it very easy that you would want to be good and to be better. =D

It's hard when you're so good because you would always want to be unconventional and just eccentric.

This is ego.
This is conscience.
This is mind.
This is realization.




Words by Jean Thomas
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Written on 2009-07-21 at 14:24

Tags Ego  Pride  Self 

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Jean Thomas
Oh, thank you but it was no poem. It was my memoir during the time I'm vaining myself. Well, although being good has many disadvantages, i can say people will still want to be good and just better because there was never a disadvantage after all.
2009-07-21


kid
This is a good poem about the disadvantages of being a good person. In everything we the are advantages and disadvantages. Nice write here its good
2009-07-21