In one of my dark moods.
Started writing this on the 4th but
finished it on the 13th hence the two different dates.
~L.~


Damn Trying



A much better place this world would be,
much less stress, many more smiles,
if only in it there was not me.

But, see a yellow coward is what I am,
a stupid clown, to most annoying,
Suicide? Maybe, but I don't think I can.

I can't see the tears because of the rain,
internal beat-up and cursing of self,
but my shame has only myself to blame.

Change myself is what I have to do,
become some-one I'm not, yet WHY
the hell do I have to change for people like you?

Just so sick of trying,
everything is always wrong,
Damn it! I just want to stop internal dying.

04/02/10
13/02/10



Poetry by liz munro The PoetBay support member heart!
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Written on 2010-02-13 at 09:04

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nature
Sometimes we have to take these trips down the dark road to realise we are here for no one else but ourselfs ...i can relate and well said
2010-02-19



You make a difference in the world every day, Liz ... for the better. Just as you are x
2010-02-13


Stan Cooper The PoetBay support member heart!
Liz...in this poem you've expressed your feelings so well that
you've got me worried for and about you...

I hope this is just poetic fiction

xxx Stan
2010-02-13