It feels as if my life just keeps getting worse, I find love, then I lose it...this is just a bad thing....my thoughts are running over eachother, they don't stop and I don't stop crying...is this normal??


Stop torturing me!

Why is God torturing me?
why is life so cruel?
Everyday of my life
I pick up the pieces
of my life...

I start building it again,
mending broken nails,
glueing back my broken heart...

Everytime I'm fixed
I see you,
you pass me
and laugh!

Why do I have to suffer so much?
Can't I be happy like you?

I start again,
mending my nails,
glueing my heart...

Then I go home,
your picture laughs at me
but I turn around,
I laugh at you!

I go to bed
and you haunt my dreams,
give me nightmares
take away my peace...

I wake up screaming,
tears running
body dripping sweat

Why do I suffer so much?
Why is God so cruel to me?
Why does He give me love
and take it away?
Was I meant to suffer my
whole life?
Was I bad in my previous life?

Why God?



Poetry by Surei
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Written on 2005-10-20 at 12:47

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penfold18
There is a lot of pain here, but God does'nt torture us we do that to our selves , for some of us many times over, but time is a great healer so just hang in there.
2005-10-20