I keep on thinking about Charl, but I don't get my answers, never will....why is this life so cruel?

Thoughts of you

Thoughts of you
are killing me,
miniature bulldozers
are running over my heart...

There are footprints on my heart,
there where you left your mark.
You stepped on my heart,
broke it,
tore it from my body
and then you ask for forgiveness!

My heart has been shattered,
the pieces are too small to pick up,
and I'll never be whole again!

How could you?
Why did you do it?

Everywhere I go
you rule my thoughts.
Everytime I sleep,
you take my peace
and haunt me
'till I wake
'till I cry,
'till I break...

Why do you want to break my spirit?
See my soul die?
See me suffer?

How can you do this to me?

How can I live with myself?
I know you weren't happy,
but was suicide the only option?
Was my love for you too weak?
Did I drive you to insanity?

These questions are killing me,
I have no answers,
and only you can answer it...

But, you're gone,
dead, deceased!
What more can I say?

Thoughts of you...
They kill me,
they will cause my death in the end...

Poetry by Surei
Read 841 times
Written on 2005-11-03 at 10:51

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Such sadness and heartache in this, I hope you find the answers you are looking for,sharing does help.