F.i.in.e Moods

peut-être qu'un jour

tu réussiras à comprendre

tous ces mots offerts qui

t'apparaissent cryptiques

peut-être qu'un jour

tu verras que j'ai toujours

été directe à propos de ce

que je te laisse savoir

peut-être qu'un jour...

mais pour l'instant

je ne peux en faire plus

tout n'est que dévoilé

à toi de voir que tout

a toujours été dans ta

face, je n'ai rien caché

peut-être qu'un jour...

The last thing you said to me

Is that I don't owe you or anyone

An apology, that the things I'm

Dealing with weren't chosen by me.

Those words are staying with me

I go over them to this day and

They make the tears come 'cause

They're so you...

The kindness you've given

Me over the years, as you know,

It's not been a regular experience

But you stood by me through it all

Hell or high water, no judgement

You always were present

You cared and you said so

I'm not sure why, but you did

And I'm so grateful to have had

The chance to cross your path

More than that, I feel very fortunate

And I'll hold you dear to my heart

Until it'll be my turn to go

I'll never forget you

And I'll miss you forever

You were truly one of a kind

I wish you were still here

So that I could add to our

Last conversations -- I'd told

You that I was trying to figure

Things out, and now that I

Have, I'd have dearly loved

To let you know that I finally 

Did after all this time trying.

I wish time had been on our side,

And I could've finally removed that

Long-standing worry that existed,

And tell you that I'm ok, my friend.

An effective solution was found,

There's some relief possible in this

Life, and I won't have to opt for the

Other option we were talking about.

I'm ok, wish I could've told you.