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Current Music: "Deliberation" - Katatonia
NOTE: 2020 06 12 21H45 EST Salvaging the Heart -
Salvaging the Heart
Written 2020-06-13
It's the shift in the dynamic that soars.
Something happened to make this be.
Only, I know I haven't done anything,
But apparently, you're feeling something.
You must be, 'cause everything changed.
And then add to that, your "there, there" pat-
Pats on my head, they're far from endearing.
Why you're treating me like an idiot evades me,
Or that you seemingly believe I won't notice it
Is starting to be beyond my heart's endurance.
What comes across the strongest is how
Dishonest you've been with me for a while.
Something's up, but I'm at the point I won't
Insist anymore, I'll save my energy, I must,
'Cause you clearly don't care to sort it.
So, this is it, it has to be, my efforts end here.
I'm done hurting for your whatever this is.
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Current Mood: alright
Current Music: "Peculiar People" - Mute Math
NOTE: 2020 06 09 08H58 EST Angels (Apparently) -
Angels (Apparently)
Written 2020-06-09
- observations... things people say... thoughts...
We are two people who by any standards
Have been through way more than
We should have been made to go through
And that's putting it in the lightest terms
Those who come close enough to find out
All have the same reaction as concerns
How overwhelmingly tragic it's all been
And, for most, they'll earnestly feel awed
The most common remark that gets made
Is the genuine wonderment they feel
About how having been so mistreated
Hasn't hardened our hearts to others
We are viewed as very kind and loving
Apparently to an unusual level
I don't know
You're just you; I'm just me
The way I figure it is that we know pain
We know hurt and we know devastation
Caused by the thoughtless behaviors of others
Why go out there and do the same we suffered?
There's really no effort to put into that
Whether thinking about it or doing
Our natural response is to make things better
Hell finally escaped, we won't allow its creation
Especially not by us
That'd be senseless
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Current Mood: alright
Current Music: "In Keeping Secrets of Silent Earth" - Coheed & Cambria
NOTE: 2020 06 03 19H55 EST Ramblings 514 -
Ramblings 514
Written 2020-06-04
It gets a little hard at times
Not letting darkness settle its chimes.
Don't really know why it persists,
Since life is good; yet, it just insists.
Don't particularly like its company;
I'd, a whole lot more, rather be happy.
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Current Mood: thankful
Current Music: "Fous de bassans" - Émilie Clepper
NOTE: 2020 06 01 12H50 EST Cheerier Stuff? Of Course - :)
Cheerier Stuff? Of Course
Written 2020-06-01
How else to put it?
I love PoetBay.
The space to create,
To exchange,
To meet good people.
It's all here.
I wouldn't stay away
For the whole world.
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Current Mood: thankful
Current Music: "Pousse pousse" - Jonathan Painchaud
NOTE: 2020 06 01 12H04 EST Mayhem on PoetBay -
Mayhem on PoetBay
Written 2020-06-01
- a less proud moment in PoetBay's time...
Remember the period of time on PoetBay,
Late 2007 to 2008, around there,
When everything was going haywire?
The "Todays' Texts" was flooded
With flame wars between members,
Adding, dramas of infidelity accusations.
A whole bunch of ugliness flying around,
Mean comments to one another...
Just total mayhem and overpowering
Unease that things were descending
To a level that would never recover.
Thinking back on that, it's hard to believe
That our community ever got that way...
Very thankful all of that is way, way behind us!
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Current Mood: alright
Current Music: "Stereo" - The Watchmen
NOTE: 2020 05 31 20H35 EST Ramblings 512 -
Ramblings 512
Written 2020-06-01
Before one goes off ridin' a high horse
It may be well to consider facts, of course
There are always two sides to a situation
'Cause one side hurts isn't a determination
Being swept in by an emotional outburst
That a friend is seemingly in a lot of hurt
Although a bit understandable
Is still nonetheless unreliable
So before you go off ridin' a high horse
Facts are that fairness was in play, of course
If you're going to lie and steal from others
Expectations are that I will give a bother
Having to say something was warranted
All possibility for discussion granted
Unable to face being found out
Is (again) all this was, is, really about
Very unfortunately in the nasty habit
Of struggling so bad with that little bit
You know, telling the truth, being honest
When found out, things become ruthless
War hammers out, survival mode in gear
She'll flip it around and make you shed tears
Discrediting you will be the name of the game
She'll use everything to make herself look tame
The poor victim being attacked
When the hidden actual fact
She's the one who created the whole deal
Threw you in the middle of her story unreal
All this so no one would find out...
She'll make sure to put you out.
So before you go ridin' your high horses
Trust I had very good reasons, of course
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